“When I saw that this was legitimate I wanted to try it and see what would take place. So I thought of something I really never believed could change: my own body being the way I wanted it to be.  I always felt inadequate with my appearance as a woman. I wondered if I was too boyish. And any time I saw myself in the mirror and glimpsed a masculine looking appearance, I couldn’t stand it. I would have to go and put some makeup on right away. I felt this way for most of my life. And even though I am a gifted person who radically transforms the lives of others, I didn’t realize I needed to be healed in this area—I never even considered it. I was just so used to it being this way.

“So, what happened was that I used this new, love’s intelligence paradigm, which led me to pay attention to myself in a different way. I spent maybe 25 minutes on it before I felt it was sufficient, and then I decided I’d just wait and see what came of it. What happened next blew me away. Literally within a half hour after I finished, I randomly came across a music video where the artist’s appearance felt very similar to the way I felt–not exactly feminine and obviously boyish, only there was such a quality of playful, wild, fearless creative freedom that it overwhelmed me with a strong moment of suspended presence. I’d seen this music video a number of times before, but it had never had this impact on me. I don’t know what it was but I was changed during those moments and I began to feel the stress and discomfort melting away even more profoundly. And for the first time, when I finished watching it, I knew for sure that I was completely the way I should be. I love myself, and I didn’t need to worry about having the wrong appearance any longer. It’s been…wow…a year ago tomorrow—-NO WAY!!!—-since this happened. Are you kidding? What an amazing anniversary marker! I would have passed this moment right by if I wasn’t writing this….Are you kidding me?!?! I’m reeling. Even this reflection is that important………..WOW!

“Where was I? Now, I know that I am profoundly beautiful and even that doesn’t stress me out like it would have before. I am confident in my body like never before. In fact, now that I am reflecting upon this, I want to know: How would you make this sort of awakening happen for an entire culture?“